ive finally found clarity... this new, alien feeling, i will treat it as if is it was a fledging tree. i will be tender with its root and I will sit back and watch with unparalleled awe at what i accomplished. green-thumb, green eyes darken to a lovely amber, i am ready to start over… Continue reading i am ready to start over
tea time 🍵 mini-poetry book splurge 2 Fish- Jhene Aiko Depression & Other Magic Tricks by Sabina Benaim
will-o-wisps and fireflies, i thought with time, those memories would stop taunting me at night. same pain, different face, a pattern that i am determined to break, i am still hoping for better days • • • click the link my book: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1981171738/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o00_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1
do you ever feel so lonely that even crying seems pointless? why waste tears for an audience of one? what’s the point in wallowing in the depthless pool of loneliness when there is no one to save you from drowning? misery loves company but loneliness feeds on the numbness, the silence; the sheer noiselessness is… Continue reading so lonely
why, when you suffer, do you think you are alone? that we can not see that you are in agony? it’s the eyes that draw me in; misery stains your eyes black. your teeth are soft, your gums are runny and rotting red. you are decaying before me yet you spritz on perfume. the smell… Continue reading how much?
i am no longer me; i lost her. i fought hard, for her. i tried to protect her. she’s gone now. lost in a self-inflicted tragedy, will she ever enjoy writing again?
<self-destructive behavior: outward versus inward> i suppose, there are two types of self-destructive people: those who implode and those you explode. those who implode, are the type who silently fight a battle within themselves. they bottle up their emotions, put masks up to assure others that they are okay, and in more extreme cases,… Continue reading self-destructive
melancholy settles on the tongue like syrup. misery is thick and heavy, like soup. weighed down by these emotions, i am drowning… @amateur_poet